Exercise
ChaoticFat:Weight-346.2 (+9.2)
I am so embarrassed to have to post that I gained 9.2 lbs…but, it is what it is. That damn Tanita is too accurate and I can’t hide from or lie to the friends who read this blog or to myself who reads the scale in all it’s accurate glory. I am disappointed but not discouraged [...]
iPods, iPods Everywhere!!
I finally earned my new iPod. My exercising is consistent, my numbers are up and I really can’t complain to myself about myself anymore. I met the challenge goal and I really deserve the prize. Yea! Me. She’s a powerful little piece of electronica and of course her name is Chaotic.
We are a fat nation
Hello everyone, I’m back from my holiday and I had a great time. As you can probably tell from my previous post, I took a cruise to the caribbean. How lovely was that! Now for the good/not so good part. We really are a nation of fatties. If a cruise of between 2,000–2,500 people can [...]
Flip Flopper
It’s the old okey doke, the flip flopper that’s me 100%. One month I am all gungho and ready to lose weight and exercise and the next month I could give a shit. I don’t exactly know why I feel this way, but that’s it in a nutshell. Intellectucally I know why I have to do [...]
Sleep Apnea III
Thanks everyone for your well wishes and concern. Here is a comment that I have decided to make a post as well. It’s disturbing isn’t it. Check out this double edge sword; ever since the sleep study and finding out that I stop/struggle to breath during sleep, I have been afraid to fall asleep so I [...]
ChoaticFat: Weight-344.4 (+2.4) First Goal-50lbs.
I know, I know! I am going backwards. That 2.4lbs that I lost by the skin of my teeth last month is baaaaaaaack. It’s all me—I am eating too much, I am not sleeping enough, and I am not exercising enough. For me, I know it all stems from me not getting enough sleep and [...]
The New iPod…I’m so close
I’m very close to getting my new iPod—I haven’t earned it just yet. But, I am always looking for new music and I was very surprised and delighted to come across this young lady. Her name is Chrisette Michelle and she reminds me of some of my favorite singers like Billie Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald, Sarah Vaughn, [...]
How Chaotic is my Fat? — Weight: 342, To Lose: 202
Whew! I thought for sure that I had gained 20lbs, at least that’s the way it felt. I haven’t been eating well, but I have been walking that treadmill consistently. I lost 2.4lbs and I can’t really complain about that. Although, I expended a lot of energy for those 2.4lbs. In my head it should be more, [...]
Sleepless in…
If you ever want to meet a night owl, knock on my door at 2:00, 3:00 or 4:00 am and you are likely to find me awake. I used to be able to function on very little sleep but now, not getting enough sleep is kicking my ass—I am so tired all of the time. I also have [...]
Just Amazing
I exercised a lot as a young girl, so I know the benefits of exercise and the way endorphines make you feel. However, I forgot about how your body begins to change and how the way you feel about yourself instantly morphs into wanting to take care of the body you’re living in. This is [...]