Whoa Nelly! It’s hard to see yourself as you really are. I had a friend take the picture of me today and once I got a chance to upload them, I had no choice but to take a long hard look at the fat that is surrounding my body. My chin seems to be an unending slab of fat around my face. My stomach looks like a beach ball. This has saddened me but I have to look at it for what it is and shut up and get happy. Shut up and do something about it. I have started on that path so I have to be proud of myself and my efforts thus far. Looking at these images of myself lets me know that I have a long road ahead. Short and fat, right now that is my physical description and I am the only one who can change it.